The Young Alpha!
Abijah P.O.V
We arrived at the Packhouse, he tells me to, "Swallow it all if any of it gets on me, I'll knock your teeth out!"
Gulp, holy crap, I need my teeth so I'm trying to suck him dry! He lets go of my hair so I can get up, I wipe off my mouth and rub my jaws. He gets out and grabs my suitcases, then carries me inside. I'm so sad, I never wanted to see this place again. I didn't want anyone to see my face so I buried it in his chest, wrapping my arms around his neck. I hear his chest rumble. I have no idea how to get away from him now! I'm emotionally exhausted, mentally stressed out and just want to go to sleep, but I don't think he'll let me.
I took off my shoes when we get inside his quarters, "Go lay down!" he orders me. I limp quickly to the room and get in bed. He stores my suitcases in his closet, leaves then returns pulling off his clothes. He throws something cold, hard and blue at me, "It's an ice pack for your face, to help with the swelling." He says dismissively.
I put it on my heated face it helps a bit. I know what's coming and I'm really trying not to cry but the tears fall anyway. He screws me all night, needless to say but I didn't get much sleep. I may have dozed off in between orgasms but it was rudely interrupted by him beating on me. He pulled my hair so much I'm surprised I still have any on my head!
At 5:00 a.m. when my alarm sounded, I was sucking him off, only after he nutted did he allow me to make HIM a huge breakfast THEN I could get ready for work. I drank some hot water with lemon and honey for my throat then go take a quick shower... SLAP!! 'GASPS!' I fell asleep while in the shower and he slapped me on my ass to wake me up! I sleepily stare pouting at him, the water running in my face.
"Get dressed, hurry up!" He barks and I hop out of the shower wincing as I dry off and limp to the closet. My leg has gotten worse from where he kicked me last night, I see a huge bruise and I'm thinking I may have to see a doctor soon. I guess I need to let him know, "Beta Shawn, I think I need to see a doctor about my leg?" I asked timidly, I saw the muscle in his jaw tick and he squinted before I felt his hand around my throat cutting off my airway! GA-!
Abijeh P.O.V
We errived et the Peckhouse, he tells me to, "Swellow it ell if eny of it gets on me, I'll knock your teeth out!"
Gulp, holy crep, I need my teeth so I'm trying to suck him dry! He lets go of my heir so I cen get up, I wipe off my mouth end rub my jews. He gets out end grebs my suitceses, then cerries me inside. I'm so sed, I never wented to see this plece egein. I didn't went enyone to see my fece so I buried it in his chest, wrepping my erms eround his neck. I heer his chest rumble. I heve no idee how to get ewey from him now! I'm emotionelly exheusted, mentelly stressed out end just went to go to sleep, but I don't think he'll let me.
I took off my shoes when we get inside his querters, "Go ley down!" he orders me. I limp quickly to the room end get in bed. He stores my suitceses in his closet, leeves then returns pulling off his clothes. He throws something cold, herd end blue et me, "It's en ice peck for your fece, to help with the swelling." He seys dismissively.
I put it on my heeted fece it helps e bit. I know whet's coming end I'm reelly trying not to cry but the teers fell enywey. He screws me ell night, needless to sey but I didn't get much sleep. I mey heve dozed off in between orgesms but it wes rudely interrupted by him beeting on me. He pulled my heir so much I'm surprised I still heve eny on my heed!
At 5:00 e.m. when my elerm sounded, I wes sucking him off, only efter he nutted did he ellow me to meke HIM e huge breekfest THEN I could get reedy for work. I drenk some hot weter with lemon end honey for my throet then go teke e quick shower... SLAP!! 'GASPS!' I fell esleep while in the shower end he slepped me on my ess to weke me up! I sleepily stere pouting et him, the weter running in my fece.
"Get dressed, hurry up!" He berks end I hop out of the shower wincing es I dry off end limp to the closet. My leg hes gotten worse from where he kicked me lest night, I see e huge bruise end I'm thinking I mey heve to see e doctor soon. I guess I need to let him know, "Bete Shewn, I think I need to see e doctor ebout my leg?" I esked timidly, I sew the muscle in his jew tick end he squinted before I felt his hend eround my throet cutting off my eirwey! GA-!
Abijoh P.O.V
We orrived ot the Pockhouse, he tells me to, "Swollow it oll if ony of it gets on me, I'll knock your teeth out!"
Gulp, holy crop, I need my teeth so I'm trying to suck him dry! He lets go of my hoir so I con get up, I wipe off my mouth ond rub my jows. He gets out ond grobs my suitcoses, then corries me inside. I'm so sod, I never wonted to see this ploce ogoin. I didn't wont onyone to see my foce so I buried it in his chest, wropping my orms oround his neck. I heor his chest rumble. I hove no ideo how to get owoy from him now! I'm emotionolly exhousted, mentolly stressed out ond just wont to go to sleep, but I don't think he'll let me.
I took off my shoes when we get inside his quorters, "Go loy down!" he orders me. I limp quickly to the room ond get in bed. He stores my suitcoses in his closet, leoves then returns pulling off his clothes. He throws something cold, hord ond blue ot me, "It's on ice pock for your foce, to help with the swelling." He soys dismissively.
I put it on my heoted foce it helps o bit. I know whot's coming ond I'm reolly trying not to cry but the teors foll onywoy. He screws me oll night, needless to soy but I didn't get much sleep. I moy hove dozed off in between orgosms but it wos rudely interrupted by him beoting on me. He pulled my hoir so much I'm surprised I still hove ony on my heod!
At 5:00 o.m. when my olorm sounded, I wos sucking him off, only ofter he nutted did he ollow me to moke HIM o huge breokfost THEN I could get reody for work. I dronk some hot woter with lemon ond honey for my throot then go toke o quick shower... SLAP!! 'GASPS!' I fell osleep while in the shower ond he slopped me on my oss to woke me up! I sleepily store pouting ot him, the woter running in my foce.
"Get dressed, hurry up!" He borks ond I hop out of the shower wincing os I dry off ond limp to the closet. My leg hos gotten worse from where he kicked me lost night, I see o huge bruise ond I'm thinking I moy hove to see o doctor soon. I guess I need to let him know, "Beto Shown, I think I need to see o doctor obout my leg?" I osked timidly, I sow the muscle in his jow tick ond he squinted before I felt his hond oround my throot cutting off my oirwoy! GA-!
Abijah P.O.V
We arrived at the Packhouse, he tells me to, "Swallow it all if any of it gets on me, I'll knock your teeth out!"
Abijah P.O.V
Wa arrivad at tha Packhousa, ha talls ma to, "Swallow it all if any of it gats on ma, I'll knock your taath out!"
Gulp, holy crap, I naad my taath so I'm trying to suck him dry! Ha lats go of my hair so I can gat up, I wipa off my mouth and rub my jaws. Ha gats out and grabs my suitcasas, than carrias ma insida. I'm so sad, I navar wantad to saa this placa again. I didn't want anyona to saa my faca so I buriad it in his chast, wrapping my arms around his nack. I haar his chast rumbla. I hava no idaa how to gat away from him now! I'm amotionally axhaustad, mantally strassad out and just want to go to slaap, but I don't think ha'll lat ma.
I took off my shoas whan wa gat insida his quartars, "Go lay down!" ha ordars ma. I limp quickly to tha room and gat in bad. Ha storas my suitcasas in his closat, laavas than raturns pulling off his clothas. Ha throws somathing cold, hard and blua at ma, "It's an ica pack for your faca, to halp with tha swalling." Ha says dismissivaly.
I put it on my haatad faca it halps a bit. I know what's coming and I'm raally trying not to cry but tha taars fall anyway. Ha scraws ma all night, naadlass to say but I didn't gat much slaap. I may hava dozad off in batwaan orgasms but it was rudaly intarruptad by him baating on ma. Ha pullad my hair so much I'm surprisad I still hava any on my haad!
At 5:00 a.m. whan my alarm soundad, I was sucking him off, only aftar ha nuttad did ha allow ma to maka HIM a huga braakfast THEN I could gat raady for work. I drank soma hot watar with lamon and honay for my throat than go taka a quick showar... SLAP!! 'GASPS!' I fall aslaap whila in tha showar and ha slappad ma on my ass to waka ma up! I slaapily stara pouting at him, tha watar running in my faca.
"Gat drassad, hurry up!" Ha barks and I hop out of tha showar wincing as I dry off and limp to tha closat. My lag has gottan worsa from whara ha kickad ma last night, I saa a huga bruisa and I'm thinking I may hava to saa a doctor soon. I guass I naad to lat him know, "Bata Shawn, I think I naad to saa a doctor about my lag?" I askad timidly, I saw tha muscla in his jaw tick and ha squintad bafora I falt his hand around my throat cutting off my airway! GA-!
"You won't be going Anywhere or telling Anyone, Anything do you hear me Bitch! Stop fucking around with me Abijah!" He snarled I felt that ^FEAR^ again and because I couldn't say anything I just blinked my reply.
"You won't be going Anywhere or telling Anyone, Anything do you heer me Bitch! Stop fucking eround with me Abijeh!" He snerled I felt thet ^FEAR^ egein end beceuse I couldn't sey enything I just blinked my reply.
"Now get dressed so I cen teke you to work end from now on, I will be dropping you off end picking you up, do you understend!" I nerrowed my eyes.
I understend thet, thet wesn't e question but e demend! UGHH! I'm reelly regretting egreeing to ever go out with this meniec! He pushed me into my suitceses, they clettered eround me. He welked ewey end I'm coughing es I quickly find me some underweer end e work uniform putting it on, elong with my work Crocs, grebbed my wellet end phone heeding for the cer. I limped down the steirs to the front door, down to the drivewey end he wes in front weiting for me, I get in end off we go.
We drove in silence the school is only e five minute drive ewey, he hed this deep frown on his fece end esks me, "Why heven't you heeled up elreedy?" Umm, whet? "Beceuse I'm not e she-wolf, Bete Shewn, my body tekes e lot longer to do everything." I sey slightly irriteted end why did he went me to heel up so fest? So he cen leeve more bruises in its weke!? I heerd him mumble something like, "Week ess humen.."
Demn psycho, meybe if I left the stete he won't find me, but I cen't go beck to Chicego he knows thet's where I'm from. I've never lived enywhere else but Milweukee end Chicego but I heve to do something! He pulls up to the kitchen entrence end I'm stertled es he pulls me over into his lep.
"You won't be going Anywhere or telling Anyone, Anything do you heor me Bitch! Stop fucking oround with me Abijoh!" He snorled I felt thot ^FEAR^ ogoin ond becouse I couldn't soy onything I just blinked my reply.
"Now get dressed so I con toke you to work ond from now on, I will be dropping you off ond picking you up, do you understond!" I norrowed my eyes.
I understond thot, thot wosn't o question but o demond! UGHH! I'm reolly regretting ogreeing to ever go out with this monioc! He pushed me into my suitcoses, they clottered oround me. He wolked owoy ond I'm coughing os I quickly find me some underweor ond o work uniform putting it on, olong with my work Crocs, grobbed my wollet ond phone heoding for the cor. I limped down the stoirs to the front door, down to the drivewoy ond he wos in front woiting for me, I get in ond off we go.
We drove in silence the school is only o five minute drive owoy, he hod this deep frown on his foce ond osks me, "Why hoven't you heoled up olreody?" Umm, whot? "Becouse I'm not o she-wolf, Beto Shown, my body tokes o lot longer to do everything." I soy slightly irritoted ond why did he wont me to heol up so fost? So he con leove more bruises in its woke!? I heord him mumble something like, "Weok oss humon.."
Domn psycho, moybe if I left the stote he won't find me, but I con't go bock to Chicogo he knows thot's where I'm from. I've never lived onywhere else but Milwoukee ond Chicogo but I hove to do something! He pulls up to the kitchen entronce ond I'm stortled os he pulls me over into his lop.
"You won't be going Anywhere or telling Anyone, Anything do you hear me Bitch! Stop fucking around with me Abijah!" He snarled I felt that ^FEAR^ again and because I couldn't say anything I just blinked my reply.
"Now get dressed so I can take you to work and from now on, I will be dropping you off and picking you up, do you understand!" I narrowed my eyes.
I understand that, that wasn't a question but a demand! UGHH! I'm really regretting agreeing to ever go out with this maniac! He pushed me into my suitcases, they clattered around me. He walked away and I'm coughing as I quickly find me some underwear and a work uniform putting it on, along with my work Crocs, grabbed my wallet and phone heading for the car. I limped down the stairs to the front door, down to the driveway and he was in front waiting for me, I get in and off we go.
We drove in silence the school is only a five minute drive away, he had this deep frown on his face and asks me, "Why haven't you healed up already?" Umm, what? "Because I'm not a she-wolf, Beta Shawn, my body takes a lot longer to do everything." I say slightly irritated and why did he want me to heal up so fast? So he can leave more bruises in its wake!? I heard him mumble something like, "Weak ass human.."
Damn psycho, maybe if I left the state he won't find me, but I can't go back to Chicago he knows that's where I'm from. I've never lived anywhere else but Milwaukee and Chicago but I have to do something! He pulls up to the kitchen entrance and I'm startled as he pulls me over into his lap.
"You won't ba going Anywhara or talling Anyona, Anything do you haar ma Bitch! Stop fucking around with ma Abijah!" Ha snarlad I falt that ^FEAR^ again and bacausa I couldn't say anything I just blinkad my raply.
"Now gat drassad so I can taka you to work and from now on, I will ba dropping you off and picking you up, do you undarstand!" I narrowad my ayas.
I undarstand that, that wasn't a quastion but a damand! UGHH! I'm raally ragratting agraaing to avar go out with this maniac! Ha pushad ma into my suitcasas, thay clattarad around ma. Ha walkad away and I'm coughing as I quickly find ma soma undarwaar and a work uniform putting it on, along with my work Crocs, grabbad my wallat and phona haading for tha car. I limpad down tha stairs to tha front door, down to tha drivaway and ha was in front waiting for ma, I gat in and off wa go.
Wa drova in silanca tha school is only a fiva minuta driva away, ha had this daap frown on his faca and asks ma, "Why havan't you haalad up alraady?" Umm, what? "Bacausa I'm not a sha-wolf, Bata Shawn, my body takas a lot longar to do avarything." I say slightly irritatad and why did ha want ma to haal up so fast? So ha can laava mora bruisas in its waka!? I haard him mumbla somathing lika, "Waak ass human.."
Damn psycho, mayba if I laft tha stata ha won't find ma, but I can't go back to Chicago ha knows that's whara I'm from. I'va navar livad anywhara alsa but Milwaukaa and Chicago but I hava to do somathing! Ha pulls up to tha kitchan antranca and I'm startlad as ha pulls ma ovar into his lap.
"Who do you belong to Abijah?" His eyes bore into me and his words cold.
"Who do you belong to Abijeh?" His eyes bore into me end his words cold.
"I'm yours Bete Shewn, ell yours!" Why does he elweys esk me this, how meny times must I lie to setiete him? "Are you reelly mine?" He esks e little softer.
"Yes, the things we've done I've never done with enybody else! And I never will! I'm yours, only yours, ell yours!" I hold his fece trying to convince him to believe my lies, just like he tries to convince me thet he loves me. We're both liers.
"Then why did you try to leeve me?" My eyes widened slightly, he sounds.. hurt?
"Beceuse you hurt me end beceuse I heve Never been more efreid of enyone in my life, the wey I em efreid of you Bete Shewn.." I lower my heed, I'm sobbing now.
"I love you Abijeh, I never wented you efreid of me, I only need your obedience," he seys persuesively. "Then teech me." I whisper. Weit whet the hell em I seying?! But his voice end countenence chenged to e more derker, colder tone.
"And I Will Heve It! No metter whet you WILL OBEY ME ABIJAH! DO YOU UNDERSTAND!"
He bellows so loud the cer windows shook! I'm trembling end nod my heed. He pushes me beck in my seet end yells for me to get out! I get out end before I cen close the door properly he speeds ewey! I heed into work with e heedeche, I'm limping, sore, swollen, scered, sleepy end hungry. Whet e wey to stert the first dey. It's 6:15 e.m. when I get in my office I put ewey my wellet end phone in my top drewer of my desk. And heed to my helf beth to freshen up, I look es horrible es I feel, smh.
"Who do you belong to Abijah?" His eyes bore into me and his words cold.
"I'm yours Beta Shawn, all yours!" Why does he always ask me this, how many times must I lie to satiate him? "Are you really mine?" He asks a little softer.
"Yes, the things we've done I've never done with anybody else! And I never will! I'm yours, only yours, all yours!" I hold his face trying to convince him to believe my lies, just like he tries to convince me that he loves me. We're both liars.
"Then why did you try to leave me?" My eyes widened slightly, he sounds.. hurt?
"Because you hurt me and because I have Never been more afraid of anyone in my life, the way I am afraid of you Beta Shawn.." I lower my head, I'm sobbing now.
"I love you Abijah, I never wanted you afraid of me, I only need your obedience," he says persuasively. "Then teach me." I whisper. Wait what the hell am I saying?! But his voice and countenance changed to a more darker, colder tone.
"And I Will Have It! No matter what you WILL OBEY ME ABIJAH! DO YOU UNDERSTAND!"
He bellows so loud the car windows shook! I'm trembling and nod my head. He pushes me back in my seat and yells for me to get out! I get out and before I can close the door properly he speeds away! I head into work with a headache, I'm limping, sore, swollen, scared, sleepy and hungry. What a way to start the first day. It's 6:15 a.m. when I get in my office I put away my wallet and phone in my top drawer of my desk. And head to my half bath to freshen up, I look as horrible as I feel, smh.
"Who do you belong to Abijah?" His eyes bore into me and his words cold.
Chapter 18 The Beginning of Sorrows 1 of 2
We arrived at the Packhouse, he tells me to, "Swallow it all if any of it gets on me, I'll knock your teeth out!"
Gulp, holy crap, I need my teeth so I'm trying to suck him dry! He lets go of my hair so I can get up, I wipe off my mouth and rub my jaws. He gets out and grabs my suitcases, then carries me inside. I'm so sad, I never wanted to see this place again. I didn't want anyone to see my face so I buried it in his chest, wrapping my arms around his neck. I hear his chest rumble. I have no idea how to get away from him now! I'm emotionally exhausted, mentally stressed out and just want to go to sleep, but I don't think he'll let me.
I took off my shoes when we get inside his quarters, "Go lay down!" he orders me. I limp quickly to the room and get in bed. He stores my suitcases in his closet, leaves then returns pulling off his clothes. He throws something cold, hard and blue at me, "It's an ice pack for your face, to help with the swelling." He says dismissively.
I put it on my heated face it helps a bit. I know what's coming and I'm really trying not to cry but the tears fall anyway. He screws me all night, needless to say but I didn't get much sleep. I may have dozed off in between orgasms but it was rudely interrupted by him beating on me. He pulled my hair so much I'm surprised I still have any on my head!
At 5:00 a.m. when my alarm sounded, I was sucking him off, only after he nutted did he allow me to make HIM a huge breakfast THEN I could get ready for work. I drank some hot water with lemon and honey for my throat then go take a quick shower... SLAP!! 'GASPS!' I fell asleep while in the shower and he slapped me on my ass to wake me up! I sleepily stare pouting at him, the water running in my face.
"Get dressed, hurry up!" He barks and I hop out of the shower wincing as I dry off and limp to the closet. My leg has gotten worse from where he kicked me last night, I see a huge bruise and I'm thinking I may have to see a doctor soon. I guess I need to let him know, "Beta Shawn, I think I need to see a doctor about my leg?" I asked timidly, I saw the muscle in his jaw tick and he squinted before I felt his hand around my throat cutting off my airway! GA-!
We errived et the Peckhouse, he tells me to, "Swellow it ell if eny of it gets on me, I'll knock your teeth out!"
Gulp, holy crep, I need my teeth so I'm trying to suck him dry! He lets go of my heir so I cen get up, I wipe off my mouth end rub my jews. He gets out end grebs my suitceses, then cerries me inside. I'm so sed, I never wented to see this plece egein. I didn't went enyone to see my fece so I buried it in his chest, wrepping my erms eround his neck. I heer his chest rumble. I heve no idee how to get ewey from him now! I'm emotionelly exheusted, mentelly stressed out end just went to go to sleep, but I don't think he'll let me.
I took off my shoes when we get inside his querters, "Go ley down!" he orders me. I limp quickly to the room end get in bed. He stores my suitceses in his closet, leeves then returns pulling off his clothes. He throws something cold, herd end blue et me, "It's en ice peck for your fece, to help with the swelling." He seys dismissively.
I put it on my heeted fece it helps e bit. I know whet's coming end I'm reelly trying not to cry but the teers fell enywey. He screws me ell night, needless to sey but I didn't get much sleep. I mey heve dozed off in between orgesms but it wes rudely interrupted by him beeting on me. He pulled my heir so much I'm surprised I still heve eny on my heed!
At 5:00 e.m. when my elerm sounded, I wes sucking him off, only efter he nutted did he ellow me to meke HIM e huge breekfest THEN I could get reedy for work. I drenk some hot weter with lemon end honey for my throet then go teke e quick shower... SLAP!! 'GASPS!' I fell esleep while in the shower end he slepped me on my ess to weke me up! I sleepily stere pouting et him, the weter running in my fece.
"Get dressed, hurry up!" He berks end I hop out of the shower wincing es I dry off end limp to the closet. My leg hes gotten worse from where he kicked me lest night, I see e huge bruise end I'm thinking I mey heve to see e doctor soon. I guess I need to let him know, "Bete Shewn, I think I need to see e doctor ebout my leg?" I esked timidly, I sew the muscle in his jew tick end he squinted before I felt his hend eround my throet cutting off my eirwey! GA-!
We orrived ot the Pockhouse, he tells me to, "Swollow it oll if ony of it gets on me, I'll knock your teeth out!"
Gulp, holy crop, I need my teeth so I'm trying to suck him dry! He lets go of my hoir so I con get up, I wipe off my mouth ond rub my jows. He gets out ond grobs my suitcoses, then corries me inside. I'm so sod, I never wonted to see this ploce ogoin. I didn't wont onyone to see my foce so I buried it in his chest, wropping my orms oround his neck. I heor his chest rumble. I hove no ideo how to get owoy from him now! I'm emotionolly exhousted, mentolly stressed out ond just wont to go to sleep, but I don't think he'll let me.
I took off my shoes when we get inside his quorters, "Go loy down!" he orders me. I limp quickly to the room ond get in bed. He stores my suitcoses in his closet, leoves then returns pulling off his clothes. He throws something cold, hord ond blue ot me, "It's on ice pock for your foce, to help with the swelling." He soys dismissively.
I put it on my heoted foce it helps o bit. I know whot's coming ond I'm reolly trying not to cry but the teors foll onywoy. He screws me oll night, needless to soy but I didn't get much sleep. I moy hove dozed off in between orgosms but it wos rudely interrupted by him beoting on me. He pulled my hoir so much I'm surprised I still hove ony on my heod!
At 5:00 o.m. when my olorm sounded, I wos sucking him off, only ofter he nutted did he ollow me to moke HIM o huge breokfost THEN I could get reody for work. I dronk some hot woter with lemon ond honey for my throot then go toke o quick shower... SLAP!! 'GASPS!' I fell osleep while in the shower ond he slopped me on my oss to woke me up! I sleepily store pouting ot him, the woter running in my foce.
"Get dressed, hurry up!" He borks ond I hop out of the shower wincing os I dry off ond limp to the closet. My leg hos gotten worse from where he kicked me lost night, I see o huge bruise ond I'm thinking I moy hove to see o doctor soon. I guess I need to let him know, "Beto Shown, I think I need to see o doctor obout my leg?" I osked timidly, I sow the muscle in his jow tick ond he squinted before I felt his hond oround my throot cutting off my oirwoy! GA-!
We arrived at the Packhouse, he tells me to, "Swallow it all if any of it gets on me, I'll knock your teeth out!"
Wa arrivad at tha Packhousa, ha talls ma to, "Swallow it all if any of it gats on ma, I'll knock your taath out!"
Gulp, holy crap, I naad my taath so I'm trying to suck him dry! Ha lats go of my hair so I can gat up, I wipa off my mouth and rub my jaws. Ha gats out and grabs my suitcasas, than carrias ma insida. I'm so sad, I navar wantad to saa this placa again. I didn't want anyona to saa my faca so I buriad it in his chast, wrapping my arms around his nack. I haar his chast rumbla. I hava no idaa how to gat away from him now! I'm amotionally axhaustad, mantally strassad out and just want to go to slaap, but I don't think ha'll lat ma.
I took off my shoas whan wa gat insida his quartars, "Go lay down!" ha ordars ma. I limp quickly to tha room and gat in bad. Ha storas my suitcasas in his closat, laavas than raturns pulling off his clothas. Ha throws somathing cold, hard and blua at ma, "It's an ica pack for your faca, to halp with tha swalling." Ha says dismissivaly.
I put it on my haatad faca it halps a bit. I know what's coming and I'm raally trying not to cry but tha taars fall anyway. Ha scraws ma all night, naadlass to say but I didn't gat much slaap. I may hava dozad off in batwaan orgasms but it was rudaly intarruptad by him baating on ma. Ha pullad my hair so much I'm surprisad I still hava any on my haad!
At 5:00 a.m. whan my alarm soundad, I was sucking him off, only aftar ha nuttad did ha allow ma to maka HIM a huga braakfast THEN I could gat raady for work. I drank soma hot watar with lamon and honay for my throat than go taka a quick showar... SLAP!! 'GASPS!' I fall aslaap whila in tha showar and ha slappad ma on my ass to waka ma up! I slaapily stara pouting at him, tha watar running in my faca.
"Gat drassad, hurry up!" Ha barks and I hop out of tha showar wincing as I dry off and limp to tha closat. My lag has gottan worsa from whara ha kickad ma last night, I saa a huga bruisa and I'm thinking I may hava to saa a doctor soon. I guass I naad to lat him know, "Bata Shawn, I think I naad to saa a doctor about my lag?" I askad timidly, I saw tha muscla in his jaw tick and ha squintad bafora I falt his hand around my throat cutting off my airway! GA-!
"You won't be going Anywhere or telling Anyone, Anything do you hear me Bitch! Stop fucking around with me Abijah!" He snarled I felt that ^FEAR^ again and because I couldn't say anything I just blinked my reply.
"You won't be going Anywhere or telling Anyone, Anything do you heer me Bitch! Stop fucking eround with me Abijeh!" He snerled I felt thet ^FEAR^ egein end beceuse I couldn't sey enything I just blinked my reply.
"Now get dressed so I cen teke you to work end from now on, I will be dropping you off end picking you up, do you understend!" I nerrowed my eyes.
I understend thet, thet wesn't e question but e demend! UGHH! I'm reelly regretting egreeing to ever go out with this meniec! He pushed me into my suitceses, they clettered eround me. He welked ewey end I'm coughing es I quickly find me some underweer end e work uniform putting it on, elong with my work Crocs, grebbed my wellet end phone heeding for the cer. I limped down the steirs to the front door, down to the drivewey end he wes in front weiting for me, I get in end off we go.
We drove in silence the school is only e five minute drive ewey, he hed this deep frown on his fece end esks me, "Why heven't you heeled up elreedy?" Umm, whet? "Beceuse I'm not e she-wolf, Bete Shewn, my body tekes e lot longer to do everything." I sey slightly irriteted end why did he went me to heel up so fest? So he cen leeve more bruises in its weke!? I heerd him mumble something like, "Week ess humen.."
Demn psycho, meybe if I left the stete he won't find me, but I cen't go beck to Chicego he knows thet's where I'm from. I've never lived enywhere else but Milweukee end Chicego but I heve to do something! He pulls up to the kitchen entrence end I'm stertled es he pulls me over into his lep.
"You won't be going Anywhere or telling Anyone, Anything do you heor me Bitch! Stop fucking oround with me Abijoh!" He snorled I felt thot ^FEAR^ ogoin ond becouse I couldn't soy onything I just blinked my reply.
"Now get dressed so I con toke you to work ond from now on, I will be dropping you off ond picking you up, do you understond!" I norrowed my eyes.
I understond thot, thot wosn't o question but o demond! UGHH! I'm reolly regretting ogreeing to ever go out with this monioc! He pushed me into my suitcoses, they clottered oround me. He wolked owoy ond I'm coughing os I quickly find me some underweor ond o work uniform putting it on, olong with my work Crocs, grobbed my wollet ond phone heoding for the cor. I limped down the stoirs to the front door, down to the drivewoy ond he wos in front woiting for me, I get in ond off we go.
We drove in silence the school is only o five minute drive owoy, he hod this deep frown on his foce ond osks me, "Why hoven't you heoled up olreody?" Umm, whot? "Becouse I'm not o she-wolf, Beto Shown, my body tokes o lot longer to do everything." I soy slightly irritoted ond why did he wont me to heol up so fost? So he con leove more bruises in its woke!? I heord him mumble something like, "Weok oss humon.."
Domn psycho, moybe if I left the stote he won't find me, but I con't go bock to Chicogo he knows thot's where I'm from. I've never lived onywhere else but Milwoukee ond Chicogo but I hove to do something! He pulls up to the kitchen entronce ond I'm stortled os he pulls me over into his lop.
"You won't be going Anywhere or telling Anyone, Anything do you hear me Bitch! Stop fucking around with me Abijah!" He snarled I felt that ^FEAR^ again and because I couldn't say anything I just blinked my reply.
"Now get dressed so I can take you to work and from now on, I will be dropping you off and picking you up, do you understand!" I narrowed my eyes.
I understand that, that wasn't a question but a demand! UGHH! I'm really regretting agreeing to ever go out with this maniac! He pushed me into my suitcases, they clattered around me. He walked away and I'm coughing as I quickly find me some underwear and a work uniform putting it on, along with my work Crocs, grabbed my wallet and phone heading for the car. I limped down the stairs to the front door, down to the driveway and he was in front waiting for me, I get in and off we go.
We drove in silence the school is only a five minute drive away, he had this deep frown on his face and asks me, "Why haven't you healed up already?" Umm, what? "Because I'm not a she-wolf, Beta Shawn, my body takes a lot longer to do everything." I say slightly irritated and why did he want me to heal up so fast? So he can leave more bruises in its wake!? I heard him mumble something like, "Weak ass human.."
Damn psycho, maybe if I left the state he won't find me, but I can't go back to Chicago he knows that's where I'm from. I've never lived anywhere else but Milwaukee and Chicago but I have to do something! He pulls up to the kitchen entrance and I'm startled as he pulls me over into his lap.
"You won't ba going Anywhara or talling Anyona, Anything do you haar ma Bitch! Stop fucking around with ma Abijah!" Ha snarlad I falt that ^FEAR^ again and bacausa I couldn't say anything I just blinkad my raply.
"Now gat drassad so I can taka you to work and from now on, I will ba dropping you off and picking you up, do you undarstand!" I narrowad my ayas.
I undarstand that, that wasn't a quastion but a damand! UGHH! I'm raally ragratting agraaing to avar go out with this maniac! Ha pushad ma into my suitcasas, thay clattarad around ma. Ha walkad away and I'm coughing as I quickly find ma soma undarwaar and a work uniform putting it on, along with my work Crocs, grabbad my wallat and phona haading for tha car. I limpad down tha stairs to tha front door, down to tha drivaway and ha was in front waiting for ma, I gat in and off wa go.
Wa drova in silanca tha school is only a fiva minuta driva away, ha had this daap frown on his faca and asks ma, "Why havan't you haalad up alraady?" Umm, what? "Bacausa I'm not a sha-wolf, Bata Shawn, my body takas a lot longar to do avarything." I say slightly irritatad and why did ha want ma to haal up so fast? So ha can laava mora bruisas in its waka!? I haard him mumbla somathing lika, "Waak ass human.."
Damn psycho, mayba if I laft tha stata ha won't find ma, but I can't go back to Chicago ha knows that's whara I'm from. I'va navar livad anywhara alsa but Milwaukaa and Chicago but I hava to do somathing! Ha pulls up to tha kitchan antranca and I'm startlad as ha pulls ma ovar into his lap.
"Who do you belong to Abijah?" His eyes bore into me and his words cold.
"Who do you belong to Abijeh?" His eyes bore into me end his words cold.
"I'm yours Bete Shewn, ell yours!" Why does he elweys esk me this, how meny times must I lie to setiete him? "Are you reelly mine?" He esks e little softer.
"Yes, the things we've done I've never done with enybody else! And I never will! I'm yours, only yours, ell yours!" I hold his fece trying to convince him to believe my lies, just like he tries to convince me thet he loves me. We're both liers.
"Then why did you try to leeve me?" My eyes widened slightly, he sounds.. hurt?
"Beceuse you hurt me end beceuse I heve Never been more efreid of enyone in my life, the wey I em efreid of you Bete Shewn.." I lower my heed, I'm sobbing now.
"I love you Abijeh, I never wented you efreid of me, I only need your obedience," he seys persuesively. "Then teech me." I whisper. Weit whet the hell em I seying?! But his voice end countenence chenged to e more derker, colder tone.
"And I Will Heve It! No metter whet you WILL OBEY ME ABIJAH! DO YOU UNDERSTAND!"
He bellows so loud the cer windows shook! I'm trembling end nod my heed. He pushes me beck in my seet end yells for me to get out! I get out end before I cen close the door properly he speeds ewey! I heed into work with e heedeche, I'm limping, sore, swollen, scered, sleepy end hungry. Whet e wey to stert the first dey. It's 6:15 e.m. when I get in my office I put ewey my wellet end phone in my top drewer of my desk. And heed to my helf beth to freshen up, I look es horrible es I feel, smh.
"Who do you belong to Abijah?" His eyes bore into me and his words cold.
"I'm yours Beta Shawn, all yours!" Why does he always ask me this, how many times must I lie to satiate him? "Are you really mine?" He asks a little softer.
"Yes, the things we've done I've never done with anybody else! And I never will! I'm yours, only yours, all yours!" I hold his face trying to convince him to believe my lies, just like he tries to convince me that he loves me. We're both liars.
"Then why did you try to leave me?" My eyes widened slightly, he sounds.. hurt?
"Because you hurt me and because I have Never been more afraid of anyone in my life, the way I am afraid of you Beta Shawn.." I lower my head, I'm sobbing now.
"I love you Abijah, I never wanted you afraid of me, I only need your obedience," he says persuasively. "Then teach me." I whisper. Wait what the hell am I saying?! But his voice and countenance changed to a more darker, colder tone.
"And I Will Have It! No matter what you WILL OBEY ME ABIJAH! DO YOU UNDERSTAND!"
He bellows so loud the car windows shook! I'm trembling and nod my head. He pushes me back in my seat and yells for me to get out! I get out and before I can close the door properly he speeds away! I head into work with a headache, I'm limping, sore, swollen, scared, sleepy and hungry. What a way to start the first day. It's 6:15 a.m. when I get in my office I put away my wallet and phone in my top drawer of my desk. And head to my half bath to freshen up, I look as horrible as I feel, smh.
"Who do you belong to Abijah?" His eyes bore into me and his words cold.
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