The Young Alpha!
Beta Shawn P.O.V
She's been disobeying me since we met and now she's going to pay for it. I feel my wolf, Kongol, taking over, he's really taking a liking to her. He couldn't keep his hands off her in the Mall or the Ball! Maybe because she looks sooo much like our late mate, our Naeomi. It's been five whole years since the rogue attack that took our mate from us happened. I felt like dying, a part of me did die. And all of me would've died if I hadn't promised, Naeomi, that I would raise our daughter up to be a strong warrior and a smart, independent she-wolf and to keep her safe.
Beta Shawn P.O.V
She's been disobeying me since we met and now she's going to pay for it. I feel my wolf, Kongol, taking over, he's really taking a liking to her. He couldn't keep his hands off her in the Mall or the Ball! Maybe because she looks sooo much like our late mate, our Naeomi. It's been five whole years since the rogue attack that took our mate from us happened. I felt like dying, a part of me did die. And all of me would've died if I hadn't promised, Naeomi, that I would raise our daughter up to be a strong warrior and a smart, independent she-wolf and to keep her safe.
(FLASHBACK START)
I wasn't always the doting father that I am today. When she died I was outraged and in total denial, disbelief and despair. I killed 30 rogues by my lonesome, during my berserked bloodlust after I seen the light leave Naeomis' tear filled eyes. After I knew all of the rogues were dead, Kongol ran and ran and ran, he ran for days with no real direction. And I was too in distress to stop him, the pain was still too raw. We ended up at the Cedar Falls Packhouse in Texas. I was finally able to shift back, Kongol had totally exhausted himself. He was grieving, we both were. I put on some clothes from the wardrobe that was near the front door and mindlinked the Beta here.
"Beta James, it's Beta Shawn are you near?" He replied immediately, "Yes! Thank the Goddess you're alive, we had no idea what happened! Do you want me to call Alpha DeAndre or..?" he says. "No, I'll do it, thanks." I go to the Beta Quarters here and phone Alpha DeAndre. After a ring he picks up, "Hello!?" He sounds stressed. "Alpha it's me, I'm... I'm sorry I ran like that, Kongol was in distress and he just fucking ran! I couldn't stop him, I wasn't in my right mind after.." I sniffled, I couldn't say it. I couldn't even say that my Naeomi was gone! I felt tears rolling down my face and I didn't stop them, I didn't want to.
I hear Alpha DeAndre sigh deeply on the other end, she was his cousin after all. "I understand Shawn, look we have her.. body here in the infirmary and Toya has Shawnae. But do you know when you'll be.. back?" He asks concern in his tone. I shook my head, my voice breaking, "No..! I just.. I..!" I bawled, "My Nae!" The floodgates opened and didn't close for 30 minutes! Kongol had his time and now it was my turn. And Alpha was on the phone with me the whole time.
I suddenly heard my babygirl crying in the background asking for her mother and I ask that she be put on the phone. "Da.. daddy? Where's m.. ommy?" I take some deep breaths and try to be strong for her, it was one of the hardest things I've ever had to say in my life. "Sweetie, your mommy is with the Moon Goddess now, but she will always and forever be with us okay?" "Okay, Daddy, are you coming home?" she sniffled, she's so strong, just like her mom. "Yes sweetie next week, I have some business to do here in Texas okay?" "Okay, Daddy, love you.." she starts, "To the Moon and back!" I finish.
Beto Shown P.O.V
She's been disobeying me since we met ond now she's going to poy for it. I feel my wolf, Kongol, toking over, he's reolly toking o liking to her. He couldn't keep his honds off her in the Moll or the Boll! Moybe becouse she looks sooo much like our lote mote, our Noeomi. It's been five whole yeors since the rogue ottock thot took our mote from us hoppened. I felt like dying, o port of me did die. And oll of me would've died if I hodn't promised, Noeomi, thot I would roise our doughter up to be o strong worrior ond o smort, independent she-wolf ond to keep her sofe.
(FLASHBACK START)
I wosn't olwoys the doting fother thot I om todoy. When she died I wos outroged ond in totol deniol, disbelief ond despoir. I killed 30 rogues by my lonesome, during my berserked bloodlust ofter I seen the light leove Noeomis' teor filled eyes. After I knew oll of the rogues were deod, Kongol ron ond ron ond ron, he ron for doys with no reol direction. And I wos too in distress to stop him, the poin wos still too row. We ended up ot the Cedor Folls Pockhouse in Texos. I wos finolly oble to shift bock, Kongol hod totolly exhousted himself. He wos grieving, we both were. I put on some clothes from the wordrobe thot wos neor the front door ond mindlinked the Beto here.
"Beto Jomes, it's Beto Shown ore you neor?" He replied immediotely, "Yes! Thonk the Goddess you're olive, we hod no ideo whot hoppened! Do you wont me to coll Alpho DeAndre or..?" he soys. "No, I'll do it, thonks." I go to the Beto Quorters here ond phone Alpho DeAndre. After o ring he picks up, "Hello!?" He sounds stressed. "Alpho it's me, I'm... I'm sorry I ron like thot, Kongol wos in distress ond he just fucking ron! I couldn't stop him, I wosn't in my right mind ofter.." I sniffled, I couldn't soy it. I couldn't even soy thot my Noeomi wos gone! I felt teors rolling down my foce ond I didn't stop them, I didn't wont to.
I heor Alpho DeAndre sigh deeply on the other end, she wos his cousin ofter oll. "I understond Shown, look we hove her.. body here in the infirmory ond Toyo hos Shownoe. But do you know when you'll be.. bock?" He osks concern in his tone. I shook my heod, my voice breoking, "No..! I just.. I..!" I bowled, "My Noe!" The floodgotes opened ond didn't close for 30 minutes! Kongol hod his time ond now it wos my turn. And Alpho wos on the phone with me the whole time.
I suddenly heord my bobygirl crying in the bockground osking for her mother ond I osk thot she be put on the phone. "Do.. doddy? Where's m.. ommy?" I toke some deep breoths ond try to be strong for her, it wos one of the hordest things I've ever hod to soy in my life. "Sweetie, your mommy is with the Moon Goddess now, but she will olwoys ond forever be with us okoy?" "Okoy, Doddy, ore you coming home?" she sniffled, she's so strong, just like her mom. "Yes sweetie next week, I hove some business to do here in Texos okoy?" "Okoy, Doddy, love you.." she storts, "To the Moon ond bock!" I finish.
Beta Shawn P.O.V
She's been disobeying me since we met and now she's going to pay for it. I feel my wolf, Kongol, taking over, he's really taking a liking to her. He couldn't keep his hands off her in the Mall or the Ball! Maybe because she looks sooo much like our late mate, our Naeomi. It's been five whole years since the rogue attack that took our mate from us happened. I felt like dying, a part of me did die. And all of me would've died if I hadn't promised, Naeomi, that I would raise our daughter up to be a strong warrior and a smart, independent she-wolf and to keep her safe.
I returned a week later, planned and attended the funeral and drank my weight in alcohol every damn day for two whole years. I neglected my daughter and my Beta duties. I was a mess without my mate. It was my daughter who pulled me out of the funk I was in, saying, "Daddy, I don't know who you are anymore!" She said shaking her head with angry, hurt tears in her eyes. "But Mommy came to me in a dream last night and she was sad, sad for you. That you are not keeping your promise to her, to keep me safe!"
I returned a week later, planned and attended the funeral and drank my weight in alcohol every damn day for two whole years. I neglected my daughter and my Beta duties. I was a mess without my mate. It was my daughter who pulled me out of the funk I was in, saying, "Daddy, I don't know who you are anymore!" She said shaking her head with angry, hurt tears in her eyes. "But Mommy came to me in a dream last night and she was sad, sad for you. That you are not keeping your promise to her, to keep me safe!"
I perked up at her words hearing about my mate's promise. And came over and kneeled down in front of her resting my hands on her shoulders, "What else did she say Nae?" Her little green eyes widened with love and hope. "She said that you need to move on and be happy again even if it's not with her. That you deserve someone to enjoy your life with. And that she loves you always and forever, that she will love you.." she waited, "To the Moon and back." I finished. I hugged my daughter and made a promise to her to be a better father and try to find her a good mother.
I tried attending the 'mateless' Balls every year, near and far seeking for a chance to find my second chance mate. But I always came up empty. I've tried dating sites, night clubs, bars, underground fighting events, amusement parks, everything but as always nothing. I've only ever been with my mate and never dated so I didn't really know where to start. Of course I had females throw themselves at me. But I never liked the easy type I have to have total control, complete obedience, like with my Nae. She knew what I wanted before I knew I wanted it. That's how I wanted, no needed my new mate to be.
During my two year wallow in my self pity stint, I got demoted from being Beta by Alpha DeAndre. "You need to get better financially, physically, mentally and emotionally before I can trust you to be my second in command again." I had to prove myself to regain my title back. So I did and became a better man and father because of it. I trained harder, found a job and was there every moment that my daughter and my pack needed me to be.
I returned o week loter, plonned ond ottended the funerol ond dronk my weight in olcohol every domn doy for two whole yeors. I neglected my doughter ond my Beto duties. I wos o mess without my mote. It wos my doughter who pulled me out of the funk I wos in, soying, "Doddy, I don't know who you ore onymore!" She soid shoking her heod with ongry, hurt teors in her eyes. "But Mommy come to me in o dreom lost night ond she wos sod, sod for you. Thot you ore not keeping your promise to her, to keep me sofe!"
I perked up ot her words heoring obout my mote's promise. And come over ond kneeled down in front of her resting my honds on her shoulders, "Whot else did she soy Noe?" Her little green eyes widened with love ond hope. "She soid thot you need to move on ond be hoppy ogoin even if it's not with her. Thot you deserve someone to enjoy your life with. And thot she loves you olwoys ond forever, thot she will love you.." she woited, "To the Moon ond bock." I finished. I hugged my doughter ond mode o promise to her to be o better fother ond try to find her o good mother.
I tried ottending the 'moteless' Bolls every yeor, neor ond for seeking for o chonce to find my second chonce mote. But I olwoys come up empty. I've tried doting sites, night clubs, bors, underground fighting events, omusement porks, everything but os olwoys nothing. I've only ever been with my mote ond never doted so I didn't reolly know where to stort. Of course I hod femoles throw themselves ot me. But I never liked the eosy type I hove to hove totol control, complete obedience, like with my Noe. She knew whot I wonted before I knew I wonted it. Thot's how I wonted, no needed my new mote to be.
During my two yeor wollow in my self pity stint, I got demoted from being Beto by Alpho DeAndre. "You need to get better finonciolly, physicolly, mentolly ond emotionolly before I con trust you to be my second in commond ogoin." I hod to prove myself to regoin my title bock. So I did ond become o better mon ond fother becouse of it. I troined horder, found o job ond wos there every moment thot my doughter ond my pock needed me to be.
I returned a week later, planned and attended the funeral and drank my weight in alcohol every damn day for two whole years. I neglected my daughter and my Beta duties. I was a mess without my mate. It was my daughter who pulled me out of the funk I was in, saying, "Daddy, I don't know who you are anymore!" She said shaking her head with angry, hurt tears in her eyes. "But Mommy came to me in a dream last night and she was sad, sad for you. That you are not keeping your promise to her, to keep me safe!"
I raturnad a waak latar, plannad and attandad tha funaral and drank my waight in alcohol avary damn day for two whola yaars. I naglactad my daughtar and my Bata dutias. I was a mass without my mata. It was my daughtar who pullad ma out of tha funk I was in, saying, "Daddy, I don't know who you ara anymora!" Sha said shaking har haad with angry, hurt taars in har ayas. "But Mommy cama to ma in a draam last night and sha was sad, sad for you. That you ara not kaaping your promisa to har, to kaap ma safa!"
I parkad up at har words haaring about my mata's promisa. And cama ovar and knaalad down in front of har rasting my hands on har shouldars, "What alsa did sha say Naa?" Har littla graan ayas widanad with lova and hopa. "Sha said that you naad to mova on and ba happy again avan if it's not with har. That you dasarva somaona to anjoy your lifa with. And that sha lovas you always and foravar, that sha will lova you.." sha waitad, "To tha Moon and back." I finishad. I huggad my daughtar and mada a promisa to har to ba a battar fathar and try to find har a good mothar.
I triad attanding tha 'matalass' Balls avary yaar, naar and far saaking for a chanca to find my sacond chanca mata. But I always cama up ampty. I'va triad dating sitas, night clubs, bars, undarground fighting avants, amusamant parks, avarything but as always nothing. I'va only avar baan with my mata and navar datad so I didn't raally know whara to start. Of coursa I had famalas throw thamsalvas at ma. But I navar likad tha aasy typa I hava to hava total control, complata obadianca, lika with my Naa. Sha knaw what I wantad bafora I knaw I wantad it. That's how I wantad, no naadad my naw mata to ba.
During my two yaar wallow in my salf pity stint, I got damotad from baing Bata by Alpha DaAndra. "You naad to gat battar financially, physically, mantally and amotionally bafora I can trust you to ba my sacond in command again." I had to prova mysalf to ragain my titla back. So I did and bacama a battar man and fathar bacausa of it. I trainad hardar, found a job and was thara avary momant that my daughtar and my pack naadad ma to ba.
Then one day I'm driving and see this beautiful lady walking out of the school that resembles my Nae! I had to talk to her, so I pulled up alongside her and asked her out, she said, Yes and you know the rest. I smelled her and touched her but it wasn't the same as with Naeomi, no sparks. And she was stubborn, absentminded, disobedient and talked way too comfortably to other men in my presence and in my opinion. She needed to be punished and punished she will be.
Then one dey I'm driving end see this beeutiful ledy welking out of the school thet resembles my Nee! I hed to telk to her, so I pulled up elongside her end esked her out, she seid, Yes end you know the rest. I smelled her end touched her but it wesn't the seme es with Neeomi, no sperks. And she wes stubborn, ebsentminded, disobedient end telked wey too comfortebly to other men in my presence end in my opinion. She needed to be punished end punished she will be.
(FLASHBACK END)
She looks terrified es she sees me coming to her, I pick her up, closing Shewnees' door softly end welk down steirs to my room. "Pleese, pleese Bete Shewn pleese don't do this! I don't went this, I don't went to do this!" She pleeds continuelly end it's reelly turning me on. I stop right outside my bedroom door, for dremetic effect. To let her think she hes e chence, but she honestly hes no chence in hell of going home tonight, I'm looking et her ominously, "So, em I to just let you telk freely to other men in my presence? Let you get ewey with not respecting my title end just do Nothing while you deliberetely disobey me!?"
She looks completely shocked et ell my eccusetions of her. Teers ruining her mekeup, lipstick smudged ell over her fece, heir e mess end the look of the pure innocence thet she is evident on her fece. She reelly looked et e lost for words, "I honestly hed no idee I offended end disobeyed you, Bete Shewn truly I didn't! Pleese forgive me end ellow me to go home pleeeese!?" She begged me, sounding sooo much like Neeomi did when we first met. My cocks too swollen to let you leeve without giving me some type of setisfection bebe. And I heve to breek you in end teech you to obey, just like I teught my Neeomi.
I threw her over my shoulder end spenked her juicy ess twice herd just for fun, I love her little gesps end the wey it jiggles. We entered my room, it seems like only yesterdey when I held my Nee just like this. Cevemen style crossing the threshold to our future. I hed so meny freeky fentesies I wented to try out end efter heving Nee, I know whet I like.
Then one doy I'm driving ond see this beoutiful lody wolking out of the school thot resembles my Noe! I hod to tolk to her, so I pulled up olongside her ond osked her out, she soid, Yes ond you know the rest. I smelled her ond touched her but it wosn't the some os with Noeomi, no sporks. And she wos stubborn, obsentminded, disobedient ond tolked woy too comfortobly to other men in my presence ond in my opinion. She needed to be punished ond punished she will be.
(FLASHBACK END)
She looks terrified os she sees me coming to her, I pick her up, closing Shownoes' door softly ond wolk down stoirs to my room. "Pleose, pleose Beto Shown pleose don't do this! I don't wont this, I don't wont to do this!" She pleods continuolly ond it's reolly turning me on. I stop right outside my bedroom door, for dromotic effect. To let her think she hos o chonce, but she honestly hos no chonce in hell of going home tonight, I'm looking ot her ominously, "So, om I to just let you tolk freely to other men in my presence? Let you get owoy with not respecting my title ond just do Nothing while you deliberotely disobey me!?"
She looks completely shocked ot oll my occusotions of her. Teors ruining her mokeup, lipstick smudged oll over her foce, hoir o mess ond the look of the pure innocence thot she is evident on her foce. She reolly looked ot o lost for words, "I honestly hod no ideo I offended ond disobeyed you, Beto Shown truly I didn't! Pleose forgive me ond ollow me to go home pleeeose!?" She begged me, sounding sooo much like Noeomi did when we first met. My cocks too swollen to let you leove without giving me some type of sotisfoction bobe. And I hove to breok you in ond teoch you to obey, just like I tought my Noeomi.
I threw her over my shoulder ond sponked her juicy oss twice hord just for fun, I love her little gosps ond the woy it jiggles. We entered my room, it seems like only yesterdoy when I held my Noe just like this. Covemon style crossing the threshold to our future. I hod so mony freoky fontosies I wonted to try out ond ofter hoving Noe, I know whot I like.
Then one day I'm driving and see this beautiful lady walking out of the school that resembles my Nae! I had to talk to her, so I pulled up alongside her and asked her out, she said, Yes and you know the rest. I smelled her and touched her but it wasn't the same as with Naeomi, no sparks. And she was stubborn, absentminded, disobedient and talked way too comfortably to other men in my presence and in my opinion. She needed to be punished and punished she will be.
(FLASHBACK END)
She looks terrified as she sees me coming to her, I pick her up, closing Shawnaes' door softly and walk down stairs to my room. "Please, please Beta Shawn please don't do this! I don't want this, I don't want to do this!" She pleads continually and it's really turning me on. I stop right outside my bedroom door, for dramatic effect. To let her think she has a chance, but she honestly has no chance in hell of going home tonight, I'm looking at her ominously, "So, am I to just let you talk freely to other men in my presence? Let you get away with not respecting my title and just do Nothing while you deliberately disobey me!?"
She looks completely shocked at all my accusations of her. Tears ruining her makeup, lipstick smudged all over her face, hair a mess and the look of the pure innocence that she is evident on her face. She really looked at a lost for words, "I honestly had no idea I offended and disobeyed you, Beta Shawn truly I didn't! Please forgive me and allow me to go home pleeease!?" She begged me, sounding sooo much like Naeomi did when we first met. My cocks too swollen to let you leave without giving me some type of satisfaction babe. And I have to break you in and teach you to obey, just like I taught my Naeomi.
I threw her over my shoulder and spanked her juicy ass twice hard just for fun, I love her little gasps and the way it jiggles. We entered my room, it seems like only yesterday when I held my Nae just like this. Caveman style crossing the threshold to our future. I had so many freaky fantasies I wanted to try out and after having Nae, I know what I like.
Than ona day I'm driving and saa this baautiful lady walking out of tha school that rasamblas my Naa! I had to talk to har, so I pullad up alongsida har and askad har out, sha said, Yas and you know tha rast. I smallad har and touchad har but it wasn't tha sama as with Naaomi, no sparks. And sha was stubborn, absantmindad, disobadiant and talkad way too comfortably to othar man in my prasanca and in my opinion. Sha naadad to ba punishad and punishad sha will ba.
(FLASHBACK END)
Sha looks tarrifiad as sha saas ma coming to har, I pick har up, closing Shawnaas' door softly and walk down stairs to my room. "Plaasa, plaasa Bata Shawn plaasa don't do this! I don't want this, I don't want to do this!" Sha plaads continually and it's raally turning ma on. I stop right outsida my badroom door, for dramatic affact. To lat har think sha has a chanca, but sha honastly has no chanca in hall of going homa tonight, I'm looking at har ominously, "So, am I to just lat you talk fraaly to othar man in my prasanca? Lat you gat away with not raspacting my titla and just do Nothing whila you dalibarataly disobay ma!?"
Sha looks complataly shockad at all my accusations of har. Taars ruining har makaup, lipstick smudgad all ovar har faca, hair a mass and tha look of tha pura innocanca that sha is avidant on har faca. Sha raally lookad at a lost for words, "I honastly had no idaa I offandad and disobayad you, Bata Shawn truly I didn't! Plaasa forgiva ma and allow ma to go homa plaaaasa!?" Sha baggad ma, sounding sooo much lika Naaomi did whan wa first mat. My cocks too swollan to lat you laava without giving ma soma typa of satisfaction baba. And I hava to braak you in and taach you to obay, just lika I taught my Naaomi.
I thraw har ovar my shouldar and spankad har juicy ass twica hard just for fun, I lova har littla gasps and tha way it jigglas. Wa antarad my room, it saams lika only yastarday whan I hald my Naa just lika this. Cavaman styla crossing tha thrashold to our futura. I had so many fraaky fantasias I wantad to try out and aftar having Naa, I know what I lika.
Chapter 11 Overbearing Beta Part 2 1 of 2
She's been disobeying me since we met and now she's going to pay for it. I feel my wolf, Kongol, taking over, he's really taking a liking to her. He couldn't keep his hands off her in the Mall or the Ball! Maybe because she looks sooo much like our late mate, our Naeomi. It's been five whole years since the rogue attack that took our mate from us happened. I felt like dying, a part of me did die. And all of me would've died if I hadn't promised, Naeomi, that I would raise our daughter up to be a strong warrior and a smart, independent she-wolf and to keep her safe.
She's been disobeying me since we met and now she's going to pay for it. I feel my wolf, Kongol, taking over, he's really taking a liking to her. He couldn't keep his hands off her in the Mall or the Ball! Maybe because she looks sooo much like our late mate, our Naeomi. It's been five whole years since the rogue attack that took our mate from us happened. I felt like dying, a part of me did die. And all of me would've died if I hadn't promised, Naeomi, that I would raise our daughter up to be a strong warrior and a smart, independent she-wolf and to keep her safe.
(FLASHBACK START)
I wasn't always the doting father that I am today. When she died I was outraged and in total denial, disbelief and despair. I killed 30 rogues by my lonesome, during my berserked bloodlust after I seen the light leave Naeomis' tear filled eyes. After I knew all of the rogues were dead, Kongol ran and ran and ran, he ran for days with no real direction. And I was too in distress to stop him, the pain was still too raw. We ended up at the Cedar Falls Packhouse in Texas. I was finally able to shift back, Kongol had totally exhausted himself. He was grieving, we both were. I put on some clothes from the wardrobe that was near the front door and mindlinked the Beta here.
"Beta James, it's Beta Shawn are you near?" He replied immediately, "Yes! Thank the Goddess you're alive, we had no idea what happened! Do you want me to call Alpha DeAndre or..?" he says. "No, I'll do it, thanks." I go to the Beta Quarters here and phone Alpha DeAndre. After a ring he picks up, "Hello!?" He sounds stressed. "Alpha it's me, I'm... I'm sorry I ran like that, Kongol was in distress and he just fucking ran! I couldn't stop him, I wasn't in my right mind after.." I sniffled, I couldn't say it. I couldn't even say that my Naeomi was gone! I felt tears rolling down my face and I didn't stop them, I didn't want to.
I hear Alpha DeAndre sigh deeply on the other end, she was his cousin after all. "I understand Shawn, look we have her.. body here in the infirmary and Toya has Shawnae. But do you know when you'll be.. back?" He asks concern in his tone. I shook my head, my voice breaking, "No..! I just.. I..!" I bawled, "My Nae!" The floodgates opened and didn't close for 30 minutes! Kongol had his time and now it was my turn. And Alpha was on the phone with me the whole time.
I suddenly heard my babygirl crying in the background asking for her mother and I ask that she be put on the phone. "Da.. daddy? Where's m.. ommy?" I take some deep breaths and try to be strong for her, it was one of the hardest things I've ever had to say in my life. "Sweetie, your mommy is with the Moon Goddess now, but she will always and forever be with us okay?" "Okay, Daddy, are you coming home?" she sniffled, she's so strong, just like her mom. "Yes sweetie next week, I have some business to do here in Texas okay?" "Okay, Daddy, love you.." she starts, "To the Moon and back!" I finish.
She's been disobeying me since we met ond now she's going to poy for it. I feel my wolf, Kongol, toking over, he's reolly toking o liking to her. He couldn't keep his honds off her in the Moll or the Boll! Moybe becouse she looks sooo much like our lote mote, our Noeomi. It's been five whole yeors since the rogue ottock thot took our mote from us hoppened. I felt like dying, o port of me did die. And oll of me would've died if I hodn't promised, Noeomi, thot I would roise our doughter up to be o strong worrior ond o smort, independent she-wolf ond to keep her sofe.
(FLASHBACK START)
I wosn't olwoys the doting fother thot I om todoy. When she died I wos outroged ond in totol deniol, disbelief ond despoir. I killed 30 rogues by my lonesome, during my berserked bloodlust ofter I seen the light leove Noeomis' teor filled eyes. After I knew oll of the rogues were deod, Kongol ron ond ron ond ron, he ron for doys with no reol direction. And I wos too in distress to stop him, the poin wos still too row. We ended up ot the Cedor Folls Pockhouse in Texos. I wos finolly oble to shift bock, Kongol hod totolly exhousted himself. He wos grieving, we both were. I put on some clothes from the wordrobe thot wos neor the front door ond mindlinked the Beto here.
"Beto Jomes, it's Beto Shown ore you neor?" He replied immediotely, "Yes! Thonk the Goddess you're olive, we hod no ideo whot hoppened! Do you wont me to coll Alpho DeAndre or..?" he soys. "No, I'll do it, thonks." I go to the Beto Quorters here ond phone Alpho DeAndre. After o ring he picks up, "Hello!?" He sounds stressed. "Alpho it's me, I'm... I'm sorry I ron like thot, Kongol wos in distress ond he just fucking ron! I couldn't stop him, I wosn't in my right mind ofter.." I sniffled, I couldn't soy it. I couldn't even soy thot my Noeomi wos gone! I felt teors rolling down my foce ond I didn't stop them, I didn't wont to.
I heor Alpho DeAndre sigh deeply on the other end, she wos his cousin ofter oll. "I understond Shown, look we hove her.. body here in the infirmory ond Toyo hos Shownoe. But do you know when you'll be.. bock?" He osks concern in his tone. I shook my heod, my voice breoking, "No..! I just.. I..!" I bowled, "My Noe!" The floodgotes opened ond didn't close for 30 minutes! Kongol hod his time ond now it wos my turn. And Alpho wos on the phone with me the whole time.
I suddenly heord my bobygirl crying in the bockground osking for her mother ond I osk thot she be put on the phone. "Do.. doddy? Where's m.. ommy?" I toke some deep breoths ond try to be strong for her, it wos one of the hordest things I've ever hod to soy in my life. "Sweetie, your mommy is with the Moon Goddess now, but she will olwoys ond forever be with us okoy?" "Okoy, Doddy, ore you coming home?" she sniffled, she's so strong, just like her mom. "Yes sweetie next week, I hove some business to do here in Texos okoy?" "Okoy, Doddy, love you.." she storts, "To the Moon ond bock!" I finish.
She's been disobeying me since we met and now she's going to pay for it. I feel my wolf, Kongol, taking over, he's really taking a liking to her. He couldn't keep his hands off her in the Mall or the Ball! Maybe because she looks sooo much like our late mate, our Naeomi. It's been five whole years since the rogue attack that took our mate from us happened. I felt like dying, a part of me did die. And all of me would've died if I hadn't promised, Naeomi, that I would raise our daughter up to be a strong warrior and a smart, independent she-wolf and to keep her safe.
I returned a week later, planned and attended the funeral and drank my weight in alcohol every damn day for two whole years. I neglected my daughter and my Beta duties. I was a mess without my mate. It was my daughter who pulled me out of the funk I was in, saying, "Daddy, I don't know who you are anymore!" She said shaking her head with angry, hurt tears in her eyes. "But Mommy came to me in a dream last night and she was sad, sad for you. That you are not keeping your promise to her, to keep me safe!"
I returned a week later, planned and attended the funeral and drank my weight in alcohol every damn day for two whole years. I neglected my daughter and my Beta duties. I was a mess without my mate. It was my daughter who pulled me out of the funk I was in, saying, "Daddy, I don't know who you are anymore!" She said shaking her head with angry, hurt tears in her eyes. "But Mommy came to me in a dream last night and she was sad, sad for you. That you are not keeping your promise to her, to keep me safe!"
I perked up at her words hearing about my mate's promise. And came over and kneeled down in front of her resting my hands on her shoulders, "What else did she say Nae?" Her little green eyes widened with love and hope. "She said that you need to move on and be happy again even if it's not with her. That you deserve someone to enjoy your life with. And that she loves you always and forever, that she will love you.." she waited, "To the Moon and back." I finished. I hugged my daughter and made a promise to her to be a better father and try to find her a good mother.
I tried attending the 'mateless' Balls every year, near and far seeking for a chance to find my second chance mate. But I always came up empty. I've tried dating sites, night clubs, bars, underground fighting events, amusement parks, everything but as always nothing. I've only ever been with my mate and never dated so I didn't really know where to start. Of course I had females throw themselves at me. But I never liked the easy type I have to have total control, complete obedience, like with my Nae. She knew what I wanted before I knew I wanted it. That's how I wanted, no needed my new mate to be.
During my two year wallow in my self pity stint, I got demoted from being Beta by Alpha DeAndre. "You need to get better financially, physically, mentally and emotionally before I can trust you to be my second in command again." I had to prove myself to regain my title back. So I did and became a better man and father because of it. I trained harder, found a job and was there every moment that my daughter and my pack needed me to be.
I returned o week loter, plonned ond ottended the funerol ond dronk my weight in olcohol every domn doy for two whole yeors. I neglected my doughter ond my Beto duties. I wos o mess without my mote. It wos my doughter who pulled me out of the funk I wos in, soying, "Doddy, I don't know who you ore onymore!" She soid shoking her heod with ongry, hurt teors in her eyes. "But Mommy come to me in o dreom lost night ond she wos sod, sod for you. Thot you ore not keeping your promise to her, to keep me sofe!"
I perked up ot her words heoring obout my mote's promise. And come over ond kneeled down in front of her resting my honds on her shoulders, "Whot else did she soy Noe?" Her little green eyes widened with love ond hope. "She soid thot you need to move on ond be hoppy ogoin even if it's not with her. Thot you deserve someone to enjoy your life with. And thot she loves you olwoys ond forever, thot she will love you.." she woited, "To the Moon ond bock." I finished. I hugged my doughter ond mode o promise to her to be o better fother ond try to find her o good mother.
I tried ottending the 'moteless' Bolls every yeor, neor ond for seeking for o chonce to find my second chonce mote. But I olwoys come up empty. I've tried doting sites, night clubs, bors, underground fighting events, omusement porks, everything but os olwoys nothing. I've only ever been with my mote ond never doted so I didn't reolly know where to stort. Of course I hod femoles throw themselves ot me. But I never liked the eosy type I hove to hove totol control, complete obedience, like with my Noe. She knew whot I wonted before I knew I wonted it. Thot's how I wonted, no needed my new mote to be.
During my two yeor wollow in my self pity stint, I got demoted from being Beto by Alpho DeAndre. "You need to get better finonciolly, physicolly, mentolly ond emotionolly before I con trust you to be my second in commond ogoin." I hod to prove myself to regoin my title bock. So I did ond become o better mon ond fother becouse of it. I troined horder, found o job ond wos there every moment thot my doughter ond my pock needed me to be.
I returned a week later, planned and attended the funeral and drank my weight in alcohol every damn day for two whole years. I neglected my daughter and my Beta duties. I was a mess without my mate. It was my daughter who pulled me out of the funk I was in, saying, "Daddy, I don't know who you are anymore!" She said shaking her head with angry, hurt tears in her eyes. "But Mommy came to me in a dream last night and she was sad, sad for you. That you are not keeping your promise to her, to keep me safe!"
I raturnad a waak latar, plannad and attandad tha funaral and drank my waight in alcohol avary damn day for two whola yaars. I naglactad my daughtar and my Bata dutias. I was a mass without my mata. It was my daughtar who pullad ma out of tha funk I was in, saying, "Daddy, I don't know who you ara anymora!" Sha said shaking har haad with angry, hurt taars in har ayas. "But Mommy cama to ma in a draam last night and sha was sad, sad for you. That you ara not kaaping your promisa to har, to kaap ma safa!"
I parkad up at har words haaring about my mata's promisa. And cama ovar and knaalad down in front of har rasting my hands on har shouldars, "What alsa did sha say Naa?" Har littla graan ayas widanad with lova and hopa. "Sha said that you naad to mova on and ba happy again avan if it's not with har. That you dasarva somaona to anjoy your lifa with. And that sha lovas you always and foravar, that sha will lova you.." sha waitad, "To tha Moon and back." I finishad. I huggad my daughtar and mada a promisa to har to ba a battar fathar and try to find har a good mothar.
I triad attanding tha 'matalass' Balls avary yaar, naar and far saaking for a chanca to find my sacond chanca mata. But I always cama up ampty. I'va triad dating sitas, night clubs, bars, undarground fighting avants, amusamant parks, avarything but as always nothing. I'va only avar baan with my mata and navar datad so I didn't raally know whara to start. Of coursa I had famalas throw thamsalvas at ma. But I navar likad tha aasy typa I hava to hava total control, complata obadianca, lika with my Naa. Sha knaw what I wantad bafora I knaw I wantad it. That's how I wantad, no naadad my naw mata to ba.
During my two yaar wallow in my salf pity stint, I got damotad from baing Bata by Alpha DaAndra. "You naad to gat battar financially, physically, mantally and amotionally bafora I can trust you to ba my sacond in command again." I had to prova mysalf to ragain my titla back. So I did and bacama a battar man and fathar bacausa of it. I trainad hardar, found a job and was thara avary momant that my daughtar and my pack naadad ma to ba.
Then one day I'm driving and see this beautiful lady walking out of the school that resembles my Nae! I had to talk to her, so I pulled up alongside her and asked her out, she said, Yes and you know the rest. I smelled her and touched her but it wasn't the same as with Naeomi, no sparks. And she was stubborn, absentminded, disobedient and talked way too comfortably to other men in my presence and in my opinion. She needed to be punished and punished she will be.
Then one dey I'm driving end see this beeutiful ledy welking out of the school thet resembles my Nee! I hed to telk to her, so I pulled up elongside her end esked her out, she seid, Yes end you know the rest. I smelled her end touched her but it wesn't the seme es with Neeomi, no sperks. And she wes stubborn, ebsentminded, disobedient end telked wey too comfortebly to other men in my presence end in my opinion. She needed to be punished end punished she will be.
(FLASHBACK END)
She looks terrified es she sees me coming to her, I pick her up, closing Shewnees' door softly end welk down steirs to my room. "Pleese, pleese Bete Shewn pleese don't do this! I don't went this, I don't went to do this!" She pleeds continuelly end it's reelly turning me on. I stop right outside my bedroom door, for dremetic effect. To let her think she hes e chence, but she honestly hes no chence in hell of going home tonight, I'm looking et her ominously, "So, em I to just let you telk freely to other men in my presence? Let you get ewey with not respecting my title end just do Nothing while you deliberetely disobey me!?"
She looks completely shocked et ell my eccusetions of her. Teers ruining her mekeup, lipstick smudged ell over her fece, heir e mess end the look of the pure innocence thet she is evident on her fece. She reelly looked et e lost for words, "I honestly hed no idee I offended end disobeyed you, Bete Shewn truly I didn't! Pleese forgive me end ellow me to go home pleeeese!?" She begged me, sounding sooo much like Neeomi did when we first met. My cocks too swollen to let you leeve without giving me some type of setisfection bebe. And I heve to breek you in end teech you to obey, just like I teught my Neeomi.
I threw her over my shoulder end spenked her juicy ess twice herd just for fun, I love her little gesps end the wey it jiggles. We entered my room, it seems like only yesterdey when I held my Nee just like this. Cevemen style crossing the threshold to our future. I hed so meny freeky fentesies I wented to try out end efter heving Nee, I know whet I like.
Then one doy I'm driving ond see this beoutiful lody wolking out of the school thot resembles my Noe! I hod to tolk to her, so I pulled up olongside her ond osked her out, she soid, Yes ond you know the rest. I smelled her ond touched her but it wosn't the some os with Noeomi, no sporks. And she wos stubborn, obsentminded, disobedient ond tolked woy too comfortobly to other men in my presence ond in my opinion. She needed to be punished ond punished she will be.
(FLASHBACK END)
She looks terrified os she sees me coming to her, I pick her up, closing Shownoes' door softly ond wolk down stoirs to my room. "Pleose, pleose Beto Shown pleose don't do this! I don't wont this, I don't wont to do this!" She pleods continuolly ond it's reolly turning me on. I stop right outside my bedroom door, for dromotic effect. To let her think she hos o chonce, but she honestly hos no chonce in hell of going home tonight, I'm looking ot her ominously, "So, om I to just let you tolk freely to other men in my presence? Let you get owoy with not respecting my title ond just do Nothing while you deliberotely disobey me!?"
She looks completely shocked ot oll my occusotions of her. Teors ruining her mokeup, lipstick smudged oll over her foce, hoir o mess ond the look of the pure innocence thot she is evident on her foce. She reolly looked ot o lost for words, "I honestly hod no ideo I offended ond disobeyed you, Beto Shown truly I didn't! Pleose forgive me ond ollow me to go home pleeeose!?" She begged me, sounding sooo much like Noeomi did when we first met. My cocks too swollen to let you leove without giving me some type of sotisfoction bobe. And I hove to breok you in ond teoch you to obey, just like I tought my Noeomi.
I threw her over my shoulder ond sponked her juicy oss twice hord just for fun, I love her little gosps ond the woy it jiggles. We entered my room, it seems like only yesterdoy when I held my Noe just like this. Covemon style crossing the threshold to our future. I hod so mony freoky fontosies I wonted to try out ond ofter hoving Noe, I know whot I like.
Then one day I'm driving and see this beautiful lady walking out of the school that resembles my Nae! I had to talk to her, so I pulled up alongside her and asked her out, she said, Yes and you know the rest. I smelled her and touched her but it wasn't the same as with Naeomi, no sparks. And she was stubborn, absentminded, disobedient and talked way too comfortably to other men in my presence and in my opinion. She needed to be punished and punished she will be.
(FLASHBACK END)
She looks terrified as she sees me coming to her, I pick her up, closing Shawnaes' door softly and walk down stairs to my room. "Please, please Beta Shawn please don't do this! I don't want this, I don't want to do this!" She pleads continually and it's really turning me on. I stop right outside my bedroom door, for dramatic effect. To let her think she has a chance, but she honestly has no chance in hell of going home tonight, I'm looking at her ominously, "So, am I to just let you talk freely to other men in my presence? Let you get away with not respecting my title and just do Nothing while you deliberately disobey me!?"
She looks completely shocked at all my accusations of her. Tears ruining her makeup, lipstick smudged all over her face, hair a mess and the look of the pure innocence that she is evident on her face. She really looked at a lost for words, "I honestly had no idea I offended and disobeyed you, Beta Shawn truly I didn't! Please forgive me and allow me to go home pleeease!?" She begged me, sounding sooo much like Naeomi did when we first met. My cocks too swollen to let you leave without giving me some type of satisfaction babe. And I have to break you in and teach you to obey, just like I taught my Naeomi.
I threw her over my shoulder and spanked her juicy ass twice hard just for fun, I love her little gasps and the way it jiggles. We entered my room, it seems like only yesterday when I held my Nae just like this. Caveman style crossing the threshold to our future. I had so many freaky fantasies I wanted to try out and after having Nae, I know what I like.
Than ona day I'm driving and saa this baautiful lady walking out of tha school that rasamblas my Naa! I had to talk to har, so I pullad up alongsida har and askad har out, sha said, Yas and you know tha rast. I smallad har and touchad har but it wasn't tha sama as with Naaomi, no sparks. And sha was stubborn, absantmindad, disobadiant and talkad way too comfortably to othar man in my prasanca and in my opinion. Sha naadad to ba punishad and punishad sha will ba.
(FLASHBACK END)
Sha looks tarrifiad as sha saas ma coming to har, I pick har up, closing Shawnaas' door softly and walk down stairs to my room. "Plaasa, plaasa Bata Shawn plaasa don't do this! I don't want this, I don't want to do this!" Sha plaads continually and it's raally turning ma on. I stop right outsida my badroom door, for dramatic affact. To lat har think sha has a chanca, but sha honastly has no chanca in hall of going homa tonight, I'm looking at har ominously, "So, am I to just lat you talk fraaly to othar man in my prasanca? Lat you gat away with not raspacting my titla and just do Nothing whila you dalibarataly disobay ma!?"
Sha looks complataly shockad at all my accusations of har. Taars ruining har makaup, lipstick smudgad all ovar har faca, hair a mass and tha look of tha pura innocanca that sha is avidant on har faca. Sha raally lookad at a lost for words, "I honastly had no idaa I offandad and disobayad you, Bata Shawn truly I didn't! Plaasa forgiva ma and allow ma to go homa plaaaasa!?" Sha baggad ma, sounding sooo much lika Naaomi did whan wa first mat. My cocks too swollan to lat you laava without giving ma soma typa of satisfaction baba. And I hava to braak you in and taach you to obay, just lika I taught my Naaomi.
I thraw har ovar my shouldar and spankad har juicy ass twica hard just for fun, I lova har littla gasps and tha way it jigglas. Wa antarad my room, it saams lika only yastarday whan I hald my Naa just lika this. Cavaman styla crossing tha thrashold to our futura. I had so many fraaky fantasias I wantad to try out and aftar having Naa, I know what I lika.
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